Just like the weather...terrible

Today is one of those days when I´m feeling really awkward...I mean down. I just find out, that one of the Universities has had the deadline on November first. O.M.G....it feels terrible, I´m running out of time...don´t know what to do. I´m speechless, now I have to find out an other way. Those things make me desperate.
The hardest part is fight again the frustration and to be able to see other opportunities. It would be easier just to drop everything right now, but this would make me a quitter again and I don´t want that. I don´t want to be someone who walks away so easily...I´m here to stay and make the difference that I can make. I had to learn what I´ve got and what I´m not. I need to find out of what I am made of...

"The pain is temporary... but the pride is forever! Unknown"